I hated my skin.
The outbreak is non stop and as my hands refuse to leave them alone, therefore causing more scaring. I noe I noe, I shudn't pick on my skin esp those clog pores. But the fact is tat, I'm dying for flawless skin and simply cudn't accept any clog on my skin.
So whenever I feel my skin that there r sum harden pore on my face, I've the urge to squeeze them out.
Frankly, I felt very sad. I tot I've taken great care of my skin. I've spend efforts doing the 3 mus do everyday - wash, tone, moisturize. Also, I've make great efforts to remove my make up and cleanse my skin. Yet, the outbreak jus wun stop.
It is especially so a wk b4 my mense. I cun control the hormone change. Mayb my beautician has spot on. I shud watch my diet b4 my mense. She has mentioned tat the hormone has change b4 the mense and mayb jus a pc of choco wud trigger and clog my pores, causing pimples to pop out.
Moreover, my pimples r usually those poreless ones. So they grow from within. Thus, I can hardly squeeze them out. This has caused more problems as I need to squeeze real hard jus to force out bit of it. End up, my skin is torn, bled and scarred.
Recently hv seen a doc and most of his advise are different from the norm. I'll try to follow his advise and work on my skin. Praying hard that it wud recover soon.
Now, I no longer wish for flawless skin. So long as it doesn't give mi any outbreak, and the scarring lighten, even out my skin tone. I guess I can live with the fact tat I cun achieve perfect skin. I m no long in my teens or early twenties when my skin is in a almost perfect condition.
Felt rely sad abt it.
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